These last few days i've had this constant thinking of why this, why that. If only this if only that in which all ended the same way i realize those are all in the past and i can either live to regret it living the whats if or i move on toward a better me using those mistakes i've made along the way.

So i call it walking down the memory lane. But no, i didnt pick only the nice and sweet memories. Mostly i choose the rough, hard path i've taken and how it shape me to be who and what i am today. To other people we can always lie, smile and happy go lucky attitude covers all those cries of despair inside. And i for one never seems to be bothered with all the scars and wounds i've gained through my journey. Not true :) i cried, got really sad and broken hearted. But instead of denying it, i let myself having the luxury of taking time to be oh so blue :P  and by doing so, i can forgive and move on.